Like a bullfighter before descending into the arena.
Like a boxer before getting into the ring.
adrenaline. Concentration. Upload. Feeling very much.
And to say that until recently, an invisible cloak of apathy I had fallen on his shoulders, and I was slowly suffocate as a boa does with its prey.
Lack of stimulation, lack of goals: everything flows, nothing more 'interesting.
If I had pulled back in front of the viaggio imminente e se avessi accettato l'abbraccio asfissiante dell'apatia è probabile che sarei caduto in depressione, o quantomeno in esaurimento nervoso.
L'elettricità che invece ora respiro è pura energia per i miei neuroni, i sensi si acuiscono, e tutto mi sembra piu' colorato, non solo il viaggio.
Non mi pesa, anzi è puro godimento stare in questi giorni 3-4 ore di media al giorno su internet a caccia di informazioni di tutti i tipi sul prossimo viaggio, la preparazione per me significa prolungare il piacere dell'avventura, così come dopo rivedere le foto o rileggere quello che si è scritto.
I do not believe in any god (and even call myself an atheist fundamentalist) and I still feel far away from the idea and the desire to want to share my life with someone else.
The duty to account to anyone not of themselves in some ways positive, others negative. Among the negative is that sometimes you are tempted to drift, "so, how to cultivate my backyard, who cares, except me?"
The lack of motivation, incentives, not wanting to put in play for a quiet life, out of fear. But without challenges without strong emotions, being satisfied of the routines, the end, at least for me, you eventually soften and feel a good sense of impatience.
Yeah, it was time to organize a nice little trip soon.
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